You need to understand one simple thing, trust is earned.
Let me tell you once and for all, you don't know anything about this clan. And after this, you are not welcome here either. We don't throw words around, that's not how we do things. If you really wanted to be a part of this clan you would've accepted that you are not presently fit enough to join this clan, worked on the feedback we gave you and applied again after some time.
For the record, this application was denied due to overwhelming negative votes and not because the applicant wanted to close it.
Do not apply here again.