As far as I'm concerned over here as an MKt, I'm not eligible to vote (like my vote doesn't matter although I did want to as well but
NO for now and I wanna tell why) ..
However my statement would count, so I wanna mention some things as a brother to you so you don't mess up next time.
Same happened with me in two of my applications here in MK and in my first application I tried getting trust of my MK mates as possibly I could, my app was full of questions, previous clan members were trying to put me down but I kept my head upright, and described every fkn bit of me over there so I could prove that yes I have changed ..
And as I can see in your first application, you stopped, you never tried again, may it be for the old mates or may it be for yourself.
Same happened with me, my father just recently passed away and it was one of those days when I just got in MK, I wanted to leave everything but you know time goes on.
Time passes, it heals everything and your surrounding depends, the people in it depends how they uplift you.
If you had stuck where you were in the previous app, you might have gotten rejected but still everyone would've had known that guy; a badass who had his feet placed, who wanted to join MK despite all the controversies, hate and all the bullshit that he had to go through.
If you're coming in a position where you want to come, you have to make everyone feel that you are fucking desperate to join it because you wanna make your life, career better.
And that is what defines "YOU" in every aspect of your life.
Work on yourself, stop raging on small things, you make yourself look bad for that (DUNIYA MEIN REHNE KA TIME AUR MAZEED KAMM KARLETA HAI BANDA YEH SAB KAR KE).
No offense,
You are a good friend of mine, and I hope you improve yourself.
Best of luck
Remember, VCMP is not just a game, it's how you think, it's how you obey, it's how you have patience and it's how you portray yourself to the world and your upbringing too.
Thanks,
Arif.
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