Listen dude...just grab your self.
You dont beg for respect, you earn it. Begging for something makes you a beggar and not someone better.
See all the accepted applications, they didnt beg for it but they had it in them and thats what made us accept them and give them a chance.
What you are doing, I mean all this emo type replies, these are making things even worse for you. We would no way want someone who has this kind of childish attitude in our clan, you need to man up, life isnt over, and failures arent the end.
And we didnt destroy you, we didnt ask you to apply here, we didnt beg to you to post an application here, its you yourself who is responsible for everything so put it on your own head and not on MK.
Its all in your own hands...improve yourself and make sure everyone knows and believes in it.
Otherwise curse MK as much as you can, it doesnt really matter, everyone has different views...someone likes something while someone else may hate it....